Even software has their own updated--so am I.

Let me introduce myself again. The last May you met in the previous year is literally dead. If I was care too much and vulnerable, you rarely see that part on me now. I never get sad again because I never feel sorry about everything that happens.

Everything happens for a reason, anyway.

Life has been good, I do not have a reason to be a sad girl or make sad poems. You can say the creativity is dead but I will not say that. I still write, I still do something that I like. I just do not like if someone read my writing they will think, "damn, she still can not move on". I stopped writing for awhile because I filled so much happiness and joy too. I try to enjoy the moment as much as I can.

But you know as a disclaimer and clarification, if I write something sad in the future--it's not based on my experience or my boyfriend. Do not be too confident. I just love being as creative as Taylor Swift. I proudly say that my creativity is my strength and keep me sane until now.

After focus so much on work and study, I am so ready to let my creativity take over again.

Welcome back home!

( Dec 5th 2023)